A journal entry from June 2015
You are worthless. You are needy. You are exhausting. Being with you is difficult. People need a break from you. Being in a relationship with you causes people to give up things they want. You take things away from people. You are dumb. You are judgmental .You care about stupid shit. Your feelings deserve to be ignored. You should be glad anyone even bothers with you. People need to get away from you. You are too much effort. You make people’s lives more difficult. You are weak. People deserve better than you. You have stupid thoughts. You are unfair. You don’t deserve him. You are ungrateful. He needs someone better. He deserves to be free. You hold him back
Depression lies so sweetly, playing into your deepest fears and insecurities.
Kristin on Ketamine 