I’ve been experiencing a particularly stubborn and extreme depressive episode. I went in for a booster appointment Friday and after talking with Dr. Patel, we agreed a second infusion (in quick succession) would give me the best chance to get back where I want to be. He assured us that this does NOT mean the ketamine isn’t working, and this is not going to be the new normal. Dr. Patel said that once in awhile he will encounter a patient who goes through a bad episode that needs a little extra nudge. This may never happen again, or could happen on rare occasion. Unfortunately, that seemed to be the case for me this time around.
I went in today for booster round 2, and fingers crossed this brings me out of it. He also increased the dose of the ketamine, which should also help.
For my 28th birthday, I just want to not feel like I want to die. Who knew that would be my most expensive gift?
Again and again, thank you a million times over to my mom for giving me a chance. That’s two days my mom took time off work for infusion appointments, $1,000 spent, and an endless amount of love and support and energy devoted to my recovery.
I’m really hoping that on my birthday, I’ll actually feel like celebrating another a year. Thank you to everyone who has reached out and offered support and encouragement. 💕
Kristin on Ketamine 