A behind the scenes look at depression. It is difficult for me to share moments like this. I want to be a success story, someone who can give hope to other people, someone who is strong. But the reality is- things have been really difficult. Right now, I am feeling pretty defeated. With my birthday coming up in a few days, it feels extra tough. Another year older, another year spent struggling to fight my brain.
But depression gives you tunnel vision. It pollutes everything. It distorts your memories and skews your perspective. It rewrites your story, shrouds it in darkness, and tells you that is your reality. I am so incredibly lucky to have someone who is there to love me, encourage me, and remind me of the truth- nothing is permanent. This will pass. My depression is not my life.
Kristin on Ketamine 